Before making any new year's resolution, I decided that it is better to end this super eventful year 2011 by self-reflecting (while chatting with my BFF on Skype -.-).
1. Graduate from my beloved university, which signifies the end of my lazy-comfy-relaxing-freefromanything student life, which also means I am leaving that lovely small peaceful town forever ohnooo =( I remember during the last semester I had been walking a lot in campus alone and reminiscing the four years that I had spent there (all the crazy, childish, immature, happy, hilarious, sad, emo etc etc etc moments awww). Sometimes I think I could have spent those years in a more meaningful way but no regret. Those years are still awesome.
2. Get to know some juniors better. Enough said. When you know more people whom you can truly connect to, the world just appears to be prettier miraculously.
3. Spending the whole month (May 2011) doing crazy stuff at different places (Michigan, Wisconsin, Chicago) with my loved ones. Friends, thank you for giving me such wonderful memories. My love and gratitude for my friends are beyond words.
4. Meeting old friends in Australia. It is heart-warming to know that even after so many years we still keep in touch and the bond is still there. Love you mates.
5. A fulfilling-meaningful-dreamcomestrue adventure in South Africa. Needless to elaborate much. BEST trip ever omg. Experienced the heart-wrecking moments. Felt all the emotions. Reflect. Serve. Compassion. Respect. Selflessness. Friendships. Family love. Awesomeness. Everything still seems so surreal to me.
6. TFM journey. I would say this is probably the most life-changing experience in my life. My very own life trajectory is changed drastically after making the decision of joining TFM. Well, no turning back and the journey has been awesomely amazing so far. Tears. Joy. Craziness. Fatigue. Challenge. Inspiring. Angry. Overwhelming. Scared. Worried. Persevered. Friendships. Support. The two months that I had spent with 49 other awesome people up in Genting will forever be engraved in my mind. AWESOMESAUCE.
7. Catching up with friends. Friends really mean a lot to me but sometimes I cannot help myself from thinking that I am losing more and more friends after coming back to Malaysia. Everyone is walking on totally different paths now and I feel distant from them at times =( Well, after all the wonderful encounters towards the end of the year, I begin to realize that people come and go, but in the end, what truly matters is treating every person sincerely and wholeheartedly when they are around. Still a long way to go to learn to be grateful and appreciative.
wow. so panjang lebar can die. My instinct tells me I should stop right now and go to bed so that tomorrow can have a pleasant journey back to the big blackhole Kuala Selangor. -.-
BUT, I shall end this post with a cliche New Year's resolution before I go back to the bottomless blackhole omg.
What I want to achieve in 2012:
1. Stay healthy
2. Spend more quality time with family
3. Save more money (since my salary so little omg)
4. Sail through the challenges in school (always remind myself that everything I do is for my students)
5. Be positive and motivated
6. Know more and more awesome people!
Good night peeps.
and.
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)
